Mom's Journal, Entry 4

Mom's Journal, Entry 4

One just does the best they can with what they have.  My girls are so very important to me and will always continue to be – most all of my decisions since the day you were born have been to the betterment of my children.  To give to them…. granted, being human, these choices haven’t always ended the way I foresaw – sometimes to our detriment… not betterment.  I am very, very aware and I’m so much sorry for that… but I did as I thought was best. 

If I did nothing but feel bad for yesterdays, I’d never, ever get to the point of making tomorrow better.  One thing still remains a constant and has always been so.  I have always managed to bestow and maintain a very high level of love on my little family. 

It might not seem so very valuable right now, considering, but believe me, there will be many, many times in each of your futures that will occur…. You will understand and see through such happenings that this ‘love’ is and will always be your most solid ‘mainstay’.